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Sunday, February 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 20:44:31 GMT

Undertaker (Renholder Mix) Lyrics

Thank You for making me
feel like I'm guilty
Making it easy to murder your sweet memory

You were way out of line,
went and turned it all around on me again
How can I not smell your lie
Through the smoke and arrogance.

But now I know
So you will not get away with it again
I'm distant in those hollow eyes
For I have reached my end. So...

Thank You for making me
feel like I'm guilty
Making it easy to murder your sweet memory

Before I go tell me
Were you ever who you claimed yourself to be

Either way i must say goodbye.
You're dead to me. So I...

Thank You for making me
feel like I'm guilty
Making it easy to murder your sweet memory

I'm severing the heart then I'm leaving your corpse behind
Not dead but soon to be, though.
I won't be the one who killed you
I'll just leave that up to you

I'm not gonna be here to revive you
I'm not gonna be here to revive you
I'm not gonna be here to revive you
I'm gonna be the one to say...

I told you so (X8)
I told you

Severing the heart then I'm leaving you corpse behind
Not dead but soon to be and
I'm gonna be the one to say I told you so

For anyone who hurt me today...

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 20:42:58 GMT

Waiting for a sign...

I look at you. I watch as you hug her. Watch as your other friend comes up to you and hugs you too. Different hugs... I watch as our friend play flirts with you. I watch again as another friend comes up and does the same thing. Different flirts... I watch as you smile at her. I watch as you smile at me... Different smiles...

So I'm waiting for a sign. Is anything I'm gonna do be good enough?Am I already to clingy for you? Am I ever gonna see that the smile you give me is soo diferent that it has to be special? Am I ever gonna feel like you would pick me over her?

Am I stupid for feeling these things? Am I ever gonna feel like I'm the only one? Am I so scared that I'll leave you tomorrow? Am I gonna have to run to my Mom tomorrow because I regret break it off? Am I gonna be left out in the cold? Could I be anything other that what I already am to you?

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 20:41:26 GMT

Things....

I saw two best friends become the greatest lovers I know. And now I'm see them tearing each other a part. They used to smile at each other. The type of smile that everyone could tell that they loved each other. The type of smile that says everytime I'm near you I wanna touch you. They were special...

So now I like them both... maybe even love them... what does that mean. That means that should be together. They fit each other. Both different but the same... they are the people I love. The people that should be together....

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 20:38:45 GMT

" Something Worth Living For"

You don't need me

And I don't need you

We were great as we

But this is what we do

I still love you

And I know you feel this

Cuz when we fuck as we always do

I can feel it in your kiss

You want me

And I want you

Can't you see

This is what we are ment to do

You in my arms feels so right

I wish this could happen all night

You are mine

And I'll wait all time

If I got you back

You would be my crack

I need this

Just one more kiss

Please don't run

You're my sun

I can't live without you

Please say I feel the same way too

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 20:37:17 GMT

I hate when I'm falling. Plus, I still haven't found the ground yet from the last time...

I love you. I hate you. You hate me. You like me. I wish you could see me, but you only see what you wanna see. I don't know what we have, but whatever it is, it's going away. They love you. Or at least the one does. They care, but so do I. She cares but so do you.

This all a game no matter what we do. Even if I thought I was falling in love with you.

I thought I was okay. I thought that you were gone from my mind. But then you called. My heart went faster, my stomach fliped, and I felt like someone just grab my heart.

How does this happen? How do I think I'm doing so good and then I hit a wall? How do you do this to me? Why can't I just let you go? Why can't I see that I can't have you? That you aren't mine. How can this be? Why did this happen? Why?!! What did I do wrong? I don't need this. I don't need you. Why? Why are you so damn special? HUH?!! Why?!! You're nothing to me. YOU HEAR THAT!! NOTHING!! * crys* god damnit ...you mean... nothing...

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 20:34:51 GMT

Ever The Same"

We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broken
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same

We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Hey, look at us
Man, this doesn't need to be the end

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I'll not forget
But I can only give you love

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same(Ever the same)

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 20:32:50 GMT

Sorry for not updating in a long time, I just didn't feel like it. Last weekend was my birthday, and I got to spend it with Rachel! She got me this basket with movie tickets from movies we saw and some Jr. Mints and some Coke and a card! I liked it a lot! And we also did Valentines day since we weren't going to get to see each other. She got me a picture frame that she put candy hearts around and a picture of us in it! She also got me a Starbucks gift card! I like it all! I got to stay at her house all weekend! I came Friday and we had a party thig where a bunch of people showed up at Ruby Tuesdays and I didn't have to leave until Sunday!!!!!!! It made me happy. Oh yeah, I got her a dozen roses and Elizabethtown the movie for Valentines day, I think she liked it. I also took her out to Kyotos. I don't get to see her this weekend, but hopefully I will next weekend... I miss her a lot! I can't stand not seeing her. Thats all I have to say.